just thought that i'd love to see a template on this blog instead of a 'moved!=)' thing.

anyways i DID move.

http://pamelic.livejournal.com

much love!

hi babes, tagboard will be removed. use the comment below! *points below*
prelims on next week, so i won't be online. and yea graciee don't count today plsplspls! i won't be online next week. i told my sister to not let me use. hahaha.

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<--Steve Irwin *»¤® X-ÐøGg ©¤«* [J\/| ã±± |_ ëø] ♥ ` says: lol
<--Steve Irwin *»¤® X-ÐøGg ©¤«* [J\/| ã±± |_ ëø] ♥ ` says: im small cute and strong ^^

Pamellows. =D says:
SMALL - yes
CUTE- no
STRONG- NO!
Pamellows. =D says: hahahaah

* ok, and for all my good friends out there, you know where to find me! i love you all! =D

of late, it's been crazy, i've been smiling more then ever and im happy. whee~

some birthday shoutouts =D

Happy Birthday to my sweetest cell leader Jacqueline.
although i've known you since i was in primary school via my brother, but i guess i've grown closer to you only this year? and you're one great person really. seem to excel in everything. haha, and at the same time you're able to moderate your time, plan it wisely so well that you can juggle mahjong sessions, studying, tuition, time for God etc. well. something, i've to learn haha. anywhoo you're really nice great and everything else that i can't think of on the spur of the moment. i'll tell you more on sunday hahaha. anyway happy birthday! and stop lying about your age to new comers you don't look that young. hahaha! jk. =D

happy birthday to jeremy! (tomorrow; funny it's all the J's)
hey, although you're a little cocky sometimes but it's all good, stay hardworking and man your pinings for amanda is woah! hahaha. still, grow stronger in the Lord and don't get so stressed up. study hard (As always) =D i'm sure you'd be able to get into SAJC. seeing that you've got a place in it already hahaha. all the same, study hard Geog and art isn't that bad. =D hahaha see ya!

happy birthday to rebecca! ( on the 8th)
hey! you little girl, small in size, big in humor. nonetheless kind, and i like that drive i see in you when you study goodness. something that i can't achieve. anyway, don't get so pissed at things that seem to matter a lot now, take a nice deep breath and continue with life. =D sorry that i can't attend your party. anywhoo i'll miss you and your crazy antics that never fails to brighten up the class life, your raging hormones, touchy touchy bits, something that i'll always associate you with. and yea man, thanks for all the funky bread you bring to class all that ham and your half-a-chicken pie. haha. see ya! happy birthday! don't eat beef too! ahhaha. -inside joke-

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heys! i'm so freaked, it's wednesday already and i've only just began looking at my book, found someplace in the house that's quite conducive to study without having to constantly ask my brother/sister to switch off their music. i'll feel like such a nag, asking them to switch off even if i hear a whisper. so, i'll go to my parents room! why of course, solitude, no computer and the TV doesn't interest me anymore. my phone, ok who cares about my phone when i cannot sms anymore. since i've bombed my messages so i can't message you guys unless it's really important till the 16th is here.

anywhoo, monday was good. why? cause i went shopping!! yes. omgah, very broke pamela decides to spend some money. initially i was all moody and didn't try any clothes why? because if i try them on, i'll buy them. and yes my shopping spirit came, i went insane, so mad that i actually bought a skirt. and pamela doesn't wear skirts, moreover it cost a whopping sixty bucks. and no i don't have that kind of money so very nice priscilla paid for me (obviously i've to pay back. nothing comes free =D ) so yea. and when was the last time i actually went out with my girls? say.. last year? and it wasn't even complete then, so i'm so grateful that i actually went out albeit the prelims are next week.

tuesday was spent in school, i tried to study! but got a good hour out of it, spent the rest of the time talking. and seriously i think it's me. when i'm not there people study better. guess i talk too much, i really have to study alone or i'll just yak on like theres no tomorrow. bahah, but it was good.

and oh yes, on sunday my sis and i saw a pushcart-similar stall, and they were selling chocolates 10% off. i was staring at ritter sport.

bought this! =D

but yes being the very poor me, decided to share it with my sister in the end. while my sister being the richer one, bought many more chocolates! =D she was very nice too, treating me ice-cream. something not quite the norm around here. =)

my sis's chocs. =D

half-eaten ice-cream =D

my disney princess stickers, goodness i was tearing like crap because i had the flu on that day.

xian, tab (and scissors) juls & all the disney princesses.

pris and i. yay, all five of us in this entry. =D

alrights i'm SO tired, slept at 4 today/the day before. and it is worth it i guess. =)

bahah, ok photos are up on snapandgo (randoms), and no teacher's day photos yet. it's taking a million years to load. =(

sitting on the ledge, the moon just above; wind beating softly against your skin. what more can you ask for?

i feel so free. really, it's tiring to tell a lie, and to keep it, for 3-4 long years. and it's to the very people who are so dear to me.


to cut the very long story short. my parents know about me having a phone now. and surprisingly they were quite cool with it. although i sense disappointment. i mean i lied to them, and i expected so much more. like scoldings and all, but my mum.. i guess i don't know.

anyway a little shout out.

to all my friends thank you for 'helping' me, i mean not telling my mum anything, in a way it's helping me but in a way it isn't but still i love you guys. =D

to my brother. omg, without you i don't know what i'll do. i'm sorry that you have to get the short end of the stick because of my wrongdoing. and, i swear you're the bestest brother anyone can have, although you have your moments, but i do too. and yea i'm sorry about the w810i thing and like i said you can use my plan when you want. =D i lovee ya!!! =D

my sis, hahah thanks for everything you've done. you know it well =D

ok, redundant post, just glad to have that burden lifted. =)

as John 8:32 says.
*bestow the golden words*
32Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.

it's so true, the truth set me free in this area, but there are some other truths maybe, it'll be better if it's kept inside.

hah, ok gibberish.

anyway, the indian girls i mentioned in my previous post? i took a picture of the one who said 'no cannot' to me, the other one went into the bread shop. =D



it's a tad bit small cause i zoomed. haha.

was in bus 13 with the two obnoxious people behind me, so took a nice shot, btw there's a hotel along that line that says GAYWORLD hotel. it's quite gay if you actually see the people that enters the hotel haha.

that day it was pouring like crazy.

thanks juls for the fir disc, omgoodness, i adore fir! it's like the nicest chinese band around. although the first disc was the best. but still.. hahaha. omg i sound like some cheenafart.

i feel so sick, like i don't have the cough or whatever nots you usually get when you get caught under the rain, and then under the aircon for an hour, and more rain, more air con. then home.

i feel dehydrated for goodness sakes. i'm suppose to feel hydrated. whats wrong with me, i think i've downed more than 5 litres of water today. =(

ok splitting headache, off to bed. night world.
freedom is never free.

landon pig- can't let you go. heard that song on the radio when my mum drove me to school cause, it was raining cats and dogs and rabbits and the list goes on. landon pig. what a name! but if he sings great songs, who cares. =D

anyway, why rain, why now, all of the sudden it's pouring crazily, and it doesn't stop does it. maybe God is crying ever so badly, because mankind is killing mankind. because we're too selfish.

it was dark, and cloudy.

two minutes later, the dark clouds moved on.

nvm. anyway this week was both good and bad. why good? cause i FINALLY got to breathe shopping air. and it's good. it's been SO LONG since i last went out. and bad because i got pissed at two indian kcians today. and they spoke in tamil, obviously bitching about me cause i told them to tone down. i mean get this, you would do the same if they were SHRIEKING in the bus every minute or so. goodness and the ride from KC to potongpasir is an hour long, and they were screaming nonstop.

after half and hour of non-stop screaming ( i don't know how she does it man.)
i turned and told them to tone down, it went something like that.

*screams excitedly because her so-called crush msged her*
me: *turns* hey, can you both speak softer?
one of them: no, cannot.
me: *stares, no GLARES*
smallergirl said to bigger girl: okok, quiet quiet.
biggergirl *screams*

and so i turned back and stone, and since both of them were talking ever so loudly, i could hear their conversation. the bigger girl went like : but mum, today's teacher's day! i HAVE to go back and visit my teacher, she is the one who passed my PSLE for me!! i have to go back *shrieks*.

(pass her psle for her? wow! thats new.)

so using my great inference skills, i reckoned that they were sec ones. and my goodness, they disgraced KC completely. no that i actually mind, but i mean there are people in the bus, and no one in their right mind will scream, blast their music, talk so loudly. all together.

and hello, im not exaggerating but she literally screamed. gahh. moreover i was drenched through so i wasn't in an exactly good mood.

sigh, anywhoo it's teachers day! =D last teacher's day in KC, and boy, isn't KC getting duller and duller by the minute. no one shows enthusiasm anymore! when we had mass last time, all of us will sing together in unison, but now? no one does anything, they just sit there while people up in the gallery (sec5s) are enjoying themselves, singing ever so merrily. even during the national day it was boring, no one stands up and sing, doing the train, going mad anymore. we all just sit and s..t..o..n..e.. like it was the best thing to do ever.

anywhoo, photos will be up in my photo blog when all's done.
and this post sounds so bitchy, it wasn't intended.
and my pratical was so screwed up, none of my reagents worked, so i inferred my answers all the way.

last but not least, happy teachers day to all teachers. =D i love you although it may seem otherwise. oops.

build me up buttercup - foundations.

*in loving memory of cikgu rathia, dearly missed always remembered, never forgotten.*

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random musings.

i watched a show on arts central the other day and they were showing the history of the forbidden city, even up till now, with technology so advanced, we are still unable to uncover the secrets within the forbidden city. the building stood the test of time, being the home to 24 emperors.

anyway the highlight of the show was something on eunuchs. i've always known eunuchs to be people who are castrated so that they are able to be 'safer servants' to the people in the palace.

but i thought, maybe they will undergo vasectomy! but oh my, technology wasn't THAT advance then. the show said that they used to tie the hands of the men, and cut of their testicles. only half of the people who yearn to become eunuchs survive. afterall, holding a job in the palace then was quite prestigious.

well, what i didn't know is that they cut it off. and by cut it off, i gather you know what i mean (penile amputation). and they showed a picture too! which i found off the net, and if you really want to have a look at it. it's here. CLICKONME.

its amazing to see how people actually will themselves to go through such pain and agony just so they can earn themselves a prestigious job.

another point they brought up in the show was about how vicious women really are. there was a dynasty that was cursed to fall if they allow some women of the 'hei' (i think) tribe to enter the palace. so being careful, the emperor then, didn't have anything to do with that tribe. but soon, their dynasty flourished and people grew to respect him. the emperor gradually let his guard down and ignore or rather forgot the curse.

soon, there was a woman of that tribe who got herself into the palace, turning on her charms, seduced the men.

she soon became the emperor's concubine. well of course she got pregnant with a child, male. well given that the traditional chinese (zhong nan qing nu) values of having a male would be honourable , she soon became empress. she abused her power and soon the dynasty fell.

(empress) Cixi was a devious despot who maintained a deathgrip on what little power she had until that power faded out completely. even with her last breath she was unwilling to let go of the power bestowed to her. she chose the youngest nephew (of age 3) to rule the dynasty.

anyway my point is, women even from the dawn of time already have this vicious insidious nature within them.

hoho. like what mdm foo said; she said something about 'to make a woman smile it'll cost you your palace, to make her laugh, it'll cost you your nation.'

anywhoo, if you want to read up on the empress dowager cixi it's here!

the Forbidden city is showing again at the esplanade, and really, if you have the time and money. go catch it. i watched it two years back, and it was GREAT. i was still quite dense then (haha, like im any better now?) and i found the show awesome. if it wasn't for the confound prelims, i think i'll be the first to get a ticket. and kit chan is good.

=D till next time.

and this entry was done because i was rather amazed at the castration thing and one thing linked to the other.
grace- haha, this time don't count too! i've got reasons. =_=''

untruths. =D

need i say more? =D

don't know why beck's in the pic. lol!

http://snapandgo.blogspot.com
updated; lol, again.

happy birthday Gareth!
for the 25th.

hope you'll enjoy your birthday despite having exams. =D
and i still owe you jacks place and hans.
God bless you, and may you enjoy poly and earn more money by selling those jeans stuffs haha.
=D=D=D

seeya!

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my oral on tuesday was crazy, i went in flustered and all.

i screwed up my picture badly. really badly.

and the conversation went pretty well, i even asked the examiners to go down to keppel towers to rock-climb as the rates are pretty reasonable. =D and i mentioned Golden Pines too, and if you don't know golden pines it is some building built to cater to the elderly's needs. and i mentioned that exercise helps to burn fats and that is quite benefical to us.

no offence but my examiners were pretty gay, and everyone can vouch for that. they seem to agree happily that exercise is good for burning fats, stretching is good yadah.

hoho.

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alrights, so much has been going on at home. i don't know but if m.h is making us all so unhappy, then i don't really see the point in that. if we can't agree on things, and we fight, i don't know. if my parents are to work so hard for us, i don't see the point too. they're not getting any younger, but they seem to work harder then ever. and shame on me, i'm young and active, and what am i doing? blogging and wasting my days away.

my dad talked to us, and my mum talked to me. i've heard both sides and i mean both of them have some sort of logical reason attached to their decisions. i don't know, seriously. i'd rather all this don't happen and we lived like before.

nevermind. p.s don't get all the wrong ideas cause nothing BIG is happening at home. or whatever. nvm, not as if people would read.

anywhoo, praticals are on next week. many of us are really upset with bio, i mean 5.1 did lesser then what we did. which isn't as much as what the 4E is doing.

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took lots of photos on tuesday! i'll update it on snapandgo. no captions as usual. haha. i'm so lazy sometimes. sigh.

and i found out something on tuesday! haha, from shiew mee, and when i heard it, i nearly fall. i mean seriously i was shocked. ok nvm.

redundant post!

and no one likes to be alone...